Thursday, December 26, 2013
I wish I had words to express how I feel, but I don't. I'm sad, angry, and lost. I shouldn't harbor those feelings, but I do. I want to pick up the phone and call you. I want to send you a text and see your reply. I want to stop at your house and see your face, hear your laugh, and listen to your snide comments as we go back and forth with our meaningless banter. That meant the world to me. I am still in disbelief that this is real, but the only thing I do find comfort in, is knowing you're no longer suffering. I also know that you're with me, right beside me, as you keep playing tricks on me. I feel you around me every day, and I pray that never goes away. I love you Tracy. You'll always be my best friend. And to Devon, mom, dad, and Tami....I am only a phone call away...always. I love you guys. Thank you for all you have done and continue to do for her. You were her strength, as she was mine. She will forever be missed and never forgotten. <3
